Emo Musings...

I lay on my bed, looking into space. I think of you... of you and me. Nothing special ever happened, but there was something there. The special part could have followed. But it didn't. You didn't come through.

I stare in front of me. I see you, but so far away. We are at an endless corridor... and there you are at the end of it. I just can't reach you. 

Why did you have to erase yourself from my life? Why? Was it me? What did I do? Can we try again, please? I feel so far away from you. I don't like it one bit. I want to be near you. I want to see you smile right next to me. Why couldn't it have been like that?

We were just friends. I spent times thinking about how it could have turned into something special... I presumed you thought the same, at least to some degree.

It was stupid of me to think of things looking up for us. It didn't happen. Things crumbled to dust along the way... now completely blown away by the wind. Gone.

I want to end with a goodbye, but I can't. Not yet, all thanks to you.


...Fuck you.